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What the what

What the what

Getting back into spilling my guts via the internet.

Honesty hour? :D

Haven’t really been on Tumblr in forever, but here’s an update:

In the past year I:

  • Planned my wedding
  • Finished college
  • Continued working full time at CVS
  • Got depressed again

In the past 2 months I:

  • Called off my wedding and ended my relationship completely
  • Started working on my Master’s degree
  • Finally got hired as an English teacher
  • Got myself help

Things are looking up, though, and I like where I’m at.

Haven’t posted in a looong time,

but I needed somewhere to complain just for a few minutes.

I’m tired of waiting, I’m tired of arguing, I’m tired of him discussing it with people and ending up in weird moods that make me wonder if he’s going to postpone (or completely call off) the wedding.

It should be a happy time for us and instead he’s doing a lot of bitching.

I’ve told him repeatedly that he’s making me so doubtful about if he actually wants to marry me at all that I’m afraid he’s going to do it and I’ll have to spend the rest of my life wondering if he’s ever happy or if he resents me for being so ready to marry him.

In wedding planning, isn’t the bride supposed to be the bitch?

A little heartbroken.

I’ve always wanted to join the bone marrow transplant registry, and I was just told that because of the spine surgery I had after being hit by a drunk driver, I’m ineligible to donate.

A little heartbroken.

I’ve always wanted to join the bone marrow transplant registry, and I was just told that because of the spine surgery I had after being hit by a drunk driver, I’m ineligible to donate.

ohheyitsripley:

Because we’ve had enough billionaire Presidents who believe in a government small enough to fit in a woman’s uterus.

The reason I’ve been so absent from MilsoTV this week…

I was busy having stare-downs…

Smiling and cuddling…

And enjoying getting to make weird kissy-faces again with my handsome boyfriend while he was home for 2 and a half days! <3

I wish he didn’t have to go back to his base today. I’m looking forward to seeing him again in a month or so, though. :)